The new year started, but not without an end that is filled with goodbye. Goodbye in a way I saw that coming. Not a goodbye that comes easy, for goodbyes never really do. But a goodbye is not a farewell even if it feels like that. And we never wanted it to be a goodbye, but you are not always left with the option.
Maybe it is for the best and I come to senses with it.
But perhaps it’s not the place to write on it now. A new year is here and more than ever I have set myself some strong goals. I needed the last year to do what I did. And I am proud of the choices I made. As well as I am for standing behind myself. I mean, if I don’t believe in me… then who does? I needed the last year for some personal growth and I exceeded my expectations. So full speed ahead in 2015. I have my courses picked up to learn some new things, which make me excited and I am into my one project I have planned for so long now. Im in there deeper than ever. And I am determined to get this done.
And although I am not going to put out all in public, I will tell you that I have been doing some testing on what my gear for this one will be. Interesting and fun to do and keeping my mind off other things.